So, life has been kind of kicking my arse as of late. I've noticed a trend in my blogging.. that I find mildly disturbing as I look over the last bunch of months. I don't blog much when I feel down and out about stuff. Sure, when it's school crap or other mindless junk going on, I can come here and rant and rave with the best of them. But when it's more personal stuff.. I tend to stay away. I have come here very often during this kind of dry spell, opened up the compose window, and just sat here with an empty screen. I've thought about what I could possibly blog about.... and then I close it and let another day go one with nothing blogged. Sure I have come and thrown some mindless crap up... but that was just so there would be SOMETHING new to look at. Something up there that wasn't a month old post just gathering cobwebs.
Things aren't better yet... but I'm cautiously optimistic that the worst of it is over... and we are slowly moving in the right direction. I feel better as a whole then I did even this time last week. That gives me hope. I feel inspired to come here and blog about the world turning green and the new fence we will be building soon and how my children are both graduating from various schools at the end of next month.. but right now I don't have time. So these posts will come later... but for now.... just know that I'm here, and I'm OK.